May 27, 2009

Wow, my life is insane right now. I'm trying to plan for college next year and still finish high school this year. Oh well, I guess everyone is trying to do that. I just learned today that my parents are going to pay for my gas while I'm school. Which is fantastic! Now that I have a mobile home (haha) I'm not really worried about much. I'm working this summer full time and hopefully am going to get a second part time job. If I can find some where to work. I mean who is going to want to train someone that is only going to be there for 2 months? Although lots of people don't last that long anyways, it is still a pain in the ass to have a worker, and then not have one. Oh well, I'm going to try to pay for school myself, so I'm going to need the money, so it couldn't hurt to at least try. And I have to try to get a job in Prince George, so I have a little bit of spending money... I do kind of want to have a life. Too bad that I'm not going to be 19 for like another 2 years, actually it is a good thing because that would be where all my money went. To buy me alcohol! haha! Totally worth it, but totally expensive. Although last weekend was a blast. Almost kissed Matt... that would have been awkward the next day, so I'm glad I didn't. And Kyler totally stole my good sleeping bag... that kinda pissed me off. And I didn't squish Matt when I sat on him... kinda surprising, but in a good way. and Kyler's ass was super bony, he needs to eat more. And I'm sorry for slapping both of them, I kinda did it really hard to. And for no good reason. Or at least none that I can remember... Oh well they didn't seem to hurt by it. I mean they still talked to me the rest of the night and got really close. Kay that sounds kind of wrong since they are basically my brothers... but I probably would have done some stuff I wouldn't have done sober with them that night. Especially since Matt said that he would get aroused if I kissed him. Another good reason why I didn't do it. Although, it is rather amazing how blunt Matt can be. I enjoy it though. It is rather entertaining. And I think I pretty much just had to get out all this stuff about Matt and since I know no one reads this I'm pretty good. But it really pissed me off that Matt never asked me to dance. and he was my date. like hello. not one offer. Although, we really are better off as friends he couldn't even try. Ouch, that kinda hurt.