Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Dan Radcliffe... NAKED!

I toke a 'What kind of celeb are you?' Quiz and I'm a Trailblazing Skank...



I truthfully don't know if it is a good or bad thing only 9% of other people taking the quiz got it...


Dan Radcliffe naked... I NEED TO GO TO THAT PLAY! Amazing that before the pictures were taken I thought he was ugly, eh? Shows how shallow I am. Actually I'd gladly be labeled shallow if it got me into that play.


Best pic ever:

You know you want to...*sneaky grin*

Saturday, January 27, 2007

"A bell is not a bell until someone rings it,
a song is not a song until someone sings it.
Love wasn't put in the heart to stay,
for love isn't love til you give it away."

-Chanh Kha

I just found that and I decided I liked it. That I should remember it, and this is the first place I thought of.

Right now I'm watching a movie and the little boy is amazing smart and he and his father have the same bright red glasses that cover over half their faces. I have to wonder who thinks that those could actually make them look good. I mean I can understand sweater vests or even pocket protectors because they have uses or just look amazing. Things that have meaning can be worn too, like the sweater grandma sent you. At least if it is somewhat wearable. It is amazing about how much people are attracted just by looks. If you look like you could be gross then people will avoid you. If you have bad fashion sense then people will think that over things are 'wrong' with you as well. It just kinda goes hand in hand...

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Exams

Why do all the teachers pile on the homework during exams? It's not like we aren't stressing enough already. I just remembered that I have some science to do after my English homework. I'm not looking forward to next week. Science Provincial Exam... 40% of my mark. Well even if I get 0% on it I pass but that would suck. My Social Studies isn't worth so much, only 20%, as it isn't a provincial. And I have the top mark in both of those classes. Not like this one person who thinks they are so smart, when they aren't. Well actually I just don't like 'em because they are rude and for no reason. Totally different subject though.
But I was up until 3:26AM yesterday finishing up everything so I'm hoping to go to bed earlier. Although that won't happen if I stay here any longer. Another entry hopefully within the next year. =P

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Hair

Short post since I'm seriously about to fall over and sleep because of the musical, which is going better than expected. But I got a new haircut!

JUST A TIP! DON'T CLICK THE PICS. THEY GO HUGE!
Well you can but then you are just a creeper.


Old:



New:


It really does look purple if you look at it the right way in the right light... and then I got some blonde highlights... I hate how short it is now though. But I'm loving the colour.

Friday, January 12, 2007

Snow day/Musical

First off...

"Brendon, Cheri's boyfriend, came to our Socials class and just kind hung out since his school let him go." Direct quote from previous entry...
But anyways, on Wednesday I stayed home from school since I couldn't get out of my drive way... SO MUCH SNOW! It was crazy. I was up at 1 AM Wednesday and I was just watching the snow fall. I swear that it was trying to tell me something with it's dancing and way of showing people dancing under the street light. Of course the people could also have been mistaken for looking like deer... But a message was in there for me somewhere... I just couldn't figure out what it was. Anyways I finally gave up at 1:30 AM and was glad to stay home the next day. Apparently the people who were at school had a 'blast' because they could do whatever they wanted. Yeah, I kinda did that at home with a cup of hot cocca at my side and a computer in front of me. I'd rather have my day personally. But it made my week watching the snow fall/blow during the middle of the night in the dead of silence with only the occasional car passing by to disturb it.

But my musical starts Wednesday morning so you know that the first one is gonna suck, SO NO ONE SEE IT! But after that they are all pretty good. We have our first rehearsal with the actors on Monday... Gonna be interesting since people just came to their first rehearsal 4 days ago... Makes me so mad. I mean I put all this effort into coming to every practise and they just kinda show up when they want to and make everyone suffer because they don't know how to play the music and just mess everyone up... Sure their mark might be affected but I am because my standards are lowered with them around. But since I'm the only flute that can play all the songs I guess I have to go... lol If I didn't my band teacher would kill me.

And Andre if you want to know how me and my friend got from carrots to cucumbers to cookie condoms you'd actually have to understand our minds which I don't think you want to. Oh I forget to say that we also talked about Cheri's boobs. =P But that part was pretty random... Not like the cookie condoms.

And the guy I like does know I like him or at least I he did... I think he thinks I'm over it because I know act normal around him. When he first found out that I liked him I swear that if my friend hadn't told him to his face that I never would have known that he knew. The only thing different was that he kept looking at me, but I would ignore that. Then one day I decided to not ignore so that's when we started talking again and he probably stopped thinking I liked him. But I didn't. I've liked him for a year now and nothing. This is sad, usually I have moved on... I must really like him. Scary thought lol. But he apparently has a long distance relationship with a girl he hasn't seen in 2 years. They met at his cousins party... Yeah, I guess you could call me a stalker. Actually no because mutual friends tell me this stuff so.

At work tonight, I apparently don't qualify for stat pay even though I worked a stat because I didn't work enough days in December... Which is just stupid because I'm 2 days away from working enough and they should be nice to me and like give me a bonus at Christmas time. It made me so mad... Seriously I was going to quit right then and there but then I was like where else would give me all this time off that I need. I need next week off for the musical and then 10 days in March for Rome and then I can't work Wednesdays because of night band. And even though the people are cheap they are really nice(when they aren't stressed/grumpy) and they care about(in a good way, not creepy). And I love Jade who works with me. The tips I make are also pretty good. I might quit when I'm 16 though and work at Boston Pizza where the tips are so much better and it more business like not just "oh Alex please do this because I'm lazy'. But who knows what things will be like in 11 months.

Anyways I'm tired and still smell like Chinese food so I'm going to crawl into bed and lay there till the smell disappears, usually about 13 hours... haha just kidding.

Tuesday, January 9, 2007

Snow

It was basically a snow day today. Everyone who lives out of town left early from school and then people who just didn't feel like staying left. Some other schools in the area just let everyone go home early. Brendon, Cheri's boyfriend, came to our Socials class and just kind hung out since his school let him go. It was kinda interesting because I was sitting beside Cheri and I moved so Brendon could sit next to her. Anyways me and Cheri always pass notes and of course Brendon was mentioned in them(even before he joined the lesson). So he was in between us and Cheri was like pass this to Alex, which I replied to and had him pass it back Cheri. He was doing fine until I started laughing at what Cheri wrote and her giggling at my reply. Then he read our note saying some things I'd rather not post to the internet and I don't think he'll ever look at me the same way again... lol Anyways... I personally love snow and you have no idea about how much I just wanted to run out and jump into the snow, make a snowman and have a snowball fight. Although today it was more of a blizzard. It was -21 C and with the wind it was more like -40 C so you can imagine how cold it was. Anyways my mom got off work early so I was able to get a ride home. I found out by them calling out my name... Alex MacKay. Which is NOT my name. I have been going to the same school for 3 years and have probably told them that my name is spelt incorrectly about 10 times if not more and it is still incorrectly spelt.

If you have read the 'paragraph' above you will see that I kind of jumped topics multiple times. It's a habit in my case and the only time I don't start blabbing on about nothing is when I'm writing an essay, or doing something else for marks. I'm even worse in person and you would probably get so annoyed by me. It amazes me about how many people actually talk to me everyday. Of course people when they first meet me think that I am a snob, a bitch, slut, whore... the list goes on. (Names acquired from current friends) But I'm not really like that. It's just how I present myself sometimes. Apparently I can be intimidating as well... Actually I can see the last one. Wow... so many I's in this entry. I feel so... self centered. But there is Science and Socials homework calling my name so I better get started.

Quiz I just toke...
Are you a Harry Potter Buff?
Your Quiz Results:Hogwarts Scholar Wow, if you were a character in the book, you would be a model "muggle." You know *everything* there is to know about the intrinsic wizarding world and you're so embracing! You just can't get enough of Harry Potter and his adventures. You get an "E" for Exceeds Expectations

Sunday, January 7, 2007

Fine... =P

Since Andre is like my only reader he gets a little dedication made for him. And if there are other readers you should comment! So I've known Andre for about 1 1/2 years now where he was the creator of VH but due to some unfortunate circumstances it had to close. But Andre and I have still somewhat kept in contact. He is probably the smartest person I know. He writes musicals in his spare time and is amazing on the computer. Anyways I go and see if his blog is updated and there is a little link to my blog there, where it says that I am a very good friend. He probably will never know how much that means to me.


LIVE BREAKING NEWS! I GOT MY MATH ASSIGNMENT!


Only took me 3 tries but I finally got it. Stupid 'Simplifying Rational Expressions'... Hopefully my other math pages will be as easy. And math is my best subject. Oh well, it's all good. Because I got it now! =D


'That's the good part of dying; when you've nothing to lose, you run any risk you want.'- Pg. 85 of Fahrenheit 451. That is about the best line of the book. I will never read it again but I will love to discuss it. It is so amazing that this book was written over 50 years ago and yet it is SO accurate. It is amazing, actually thinking back... I might read it again.

New subject, reality TV shows. I pretty much love all of them but there is one thing that bugs me. There is always one really annoying person that you just wanna kill so that they will shut up! Although the annoying people catch your attention first there are always the ones that are funny and honest. The one that the people love. And in a reality TV show having the people love you is the main thing because once the show is done everyone thinks that they know you from what they have seen. And if they didn't like you on the show then your life after will pretty much be hell. Another thing about reality TV is you actually have to wonder if is planned out or not. As if they have scripts or something like that. But even if they do I'd probably still watch them. That's how addicted to TV I am.


So look at this Andre. A title, paragraphs, what else could you want.


Oh! I also forgot! I'm getting my hair done.


Something like this, but with longer hair since my mom didn't like the tips... GRR!

Friday, January 5, 2007

>=(

Grr... My mom makes me so mad, it isn't even funny. I was supposed to help Alesia with her math right so I would go over to her place after band but no, I can't. Doesn't matter that I fucking let her down. Doesn't matter that Alesia might fail math. Doesn't matter that I now feel like shit for ditching her like that. No, only my mom's throwing a little hissy fit because I left a message for a ride but when I got to the doors she isn't there so I get a ride from Cheri and then I go home to find that she has been waiting for half an hour when I only called 15 minutes ago. Nice Mom, don't know how that works. But I'm just feeling the love. She pisses me off beyond belief I forgive her/move on and she only does it again. It's not fair. I mean she gets all pissed that she has to drive me places but she won't let me walk so what am I supposed to do? Not go according to her. Well I got news for you mom, I'm a fucking teeenager. Get used to it. It's not like I get drunk or high or do any of that stuff. I should and then go back to normal just to fucking show her how lucky she is. I've had a job for over half a year and apparently I'm still irresponsible. All I ever get from her is complants/orders. And no thanks for the stuff I do. She sits there telling me I'm fat and that I should go on a diet but guess what. That doesn't really help. She tells me I have bad attitude. Hmm... who did I get that from? Couldn't be you. You are just the most perfect human being on the planet. She tells me that my friends think I smell bad just because I got bath stuff from them for my b-day. Well you should just go to hell. I'm tired of listening to you. I have my entire life. And if I had a place to go I'd move out. Personally I don't know why she is complaining so much. I'm a straight A student. Got a job. Not addicted to any drug. And am polite to people. Sure I'm fat and I speak my mind some times but everyone has flaws. Apparently she just can't live with mine. My brother was what my mom always wanted in a kid. Sure he might not have done so great in school but he listened to her. Maybe because you didn't feed him garbage or maybe he just faked listening. Either way she liked him in a way she has never like me in.
Truthfully I don't know why I am telling you this. I just want to say that even though I get mad at her I still love my mom. Not too sure that she loves me but last I heard she did...

Thursday, January 4, 2007

=D

I'm so excited about my trip to Rome and Athens. Isn't that sad? It is like 5 millions years away and I'm jumping off the walls already. When it is even closer to the time that Tiff and I will be flying over the Atlantic Ocean... Let's just say you better beware. Lol. It's gonna be like I'm high constantly. Even though the only drug I do is Asian Crack. Wow, I now have a topic to discuss! Drugs.
Drugs. What a STUPID thing to do. Sure I know people who do them and I like them still but why? Why do drugs? There is no reason. Sure they make things seem better than they really are but for what price? Your sanity? Not worth it. Everyone says that people should know the consequences of your actions but seriously, you only need to be told once and you have your mind made up. I will never do drugs, but I will get drunk. Alcohol is a totally different story. It's not like I'm going to go out every weekend get totally wasted and then count down the days where I'll do it again. That is just as bad as smoking or doing crack in my mind. What I'm talking about is like every now and then got to a party have a drink or two, have some good times and go home. But from drugs what do you get? False memories and a loney brain cell which won't do much for you when you are dying of mouth/lung cancer because of all the joints you smoked every weekend for 10 years.
Anyways I could say more on this subject but my bed is calling me... or at least my mom is calling of the comp.

Wednesday, January 3, 2007

=0

OH MY GOSH!
Piece of advice, don't jump of the balcony... It kinda hurts the morning after.
Yeah that was kinda my New Years Eve. Balconies+non-alcoholic coolers+Alesia+fake champagne+me+Asian crack(karaoke)=freaking amazing.
So anyway 2 posts in one day you can tell I'm bored. Got off work early and here I am. Jessica started today. Thought she was a slut but she is a nice slut. So it was boring at work and apparently Jade is going to quit. And if she does we are basically screwed... lol Not joking. Because if she quits Sarah will and if Sarah quits Jessica will. And it will be me... alone... every night, dealing with the bitchy people that make my life hell.
Tomorrow I thought I had band but I don't... tomorrow I clean floors... yay... Fun Fun. not. I'll do my regular half-ass job according to my mother and be done with it. Maybe I should do some of my homework that was assigned to us hey? Nah, why would I do that? I can't believe that some people think that I'm actually good in school...
But enough of boring stuff... Actually probably most of the stuff I put on to here. So you better just learn to live with it. =P
Peace!

=O

Wow... my first blog entry. Hopefully it won't be my last. lol Anyways I guess the reason I'm making one is because Andre asked me if I had a blog and I basically didn't so this is for you Andre. You better like it. =P So I have no idea what I am going to use this for. I guess just what ever pops into my head. So first things first. My name is Alex, probably figured that out by now I hope, I'm 15, hazel eyes, dark brown hair, 5'5 and I live in Canada. Here is some more random stuff about me.

CLICK HERE!

HAVE YOU EVER…
1. Kissed your cousin: Yeah

2. Ran away: Not yet...
3. Pictured your crush naked: Yup
4. Skipped school: Yea
5. Broken someone's heart: Nah
6. Been in love: Yes
7. Cried when someone died: Of course
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Oh yeah
9. Broken a bone: No
10. Done something embarrassing: Yup
11. Lied: Yes
12. Cried in school: Yes
WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi

15. Girls or Guys: Depends...
16. Flowers or Candy: Flowers
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: Clean
18. Blondes or Brunettes: Either... but brunettes more.
19. Bitchy or Slutty: Slutty
20. Tall or Short: Tall
21. Pants or Shorts: Pants
22. Night or Day: Night
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: Nose

24. Last Person You Slow Danced With: Not Brandon...
25. Worst Question To Ask: Is it in yet?
THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: This morning

27. Stepped outside: Today
28. Had Sex: Not answering, my laywer told me not to.
ABOUT YOU...

29. Romantic memory:That time in kindergarten when Robbie let me play with the marbles.
30. Your Good Luck Charm:I don't have one...
31. Person You Hate Most:If you know me at all you know who it is
32. Best Thing That Has Happened:Saturday nights
33. On your desk:Everything, including the kitchen sink
34. Picture on your desktop:A person with their feet hanging out of the dryer
FAVOURITE...
35. Color:Pink/Black/Blue

36. Movie:Step Up
37. Artist or band:Nickelback
38. Cars:Which ever one is mine
39. Ice Cream:Chocolate/Cookie Dough
40. Season:Winter
41. Food:Mexican
WHO...
42. Makes You Laugh The Most:Who doesn't?
43. Makes You Smile:Everyone who smiles at me
44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What:Tiff, Cheri, Alesia
45. Has A Crush On You:No one that I know of... if you do you should tell me so your name can go here
46. Do You Have A Crush On:Brad =D
47. Who Has It Easier?:?
48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them?:Brad
DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night:Nope, no one ever calls me!

50. Save instant message Conversations:Yup
51. Save E-mails:Yeah
52. Forward Secret E-mails:No
53. Wish You Were Someone Else:Every moment of my life
54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex:Yes, and I'm going to have the sugery done in April in Sweden. I'm excited, I can feel it grow already.
55. Wear Cologne:Nah, perfume for me
56. Kiss:Don't kiss and tell
57. Cuddle:Don't cuddle and tell
58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours:I didn't just do that... Oh wait yes I did
HAVE YOU EVER...
59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?:Only if kindergarten counts...
60. Made Out With JUST A friend?:No
61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?:NEVER!
62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?:What do you think?
63. Been Rejected:Who hasn't?
64. Been In Love?:Yes
65. Been In Lust?: Yes
66. Used Someone?:Not my style
67. Been Used?:Yeah
68. Dumped Someone?:Nah
69. Been Cheated On?:Not that I know of
70. Been Kissed?:Yup
71. Done Something You Regret?:Probably
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You Touched?:Tiff
73. You Talked To?:Cheri
74. You Hugged?:Kyan
75. You Instant Messaged?:Ellie
76. You Kissed?:Kyan haha
77. You Yelled At?:My mom...
78. You Thought About?: Matt
79. Who Text Messaged You?:Cell kinda needed for that
80. Who Broke Your Heart?:Think for a moment...
81. Who Told You They Loved You (Besides family)?:Umm... I think Cheri.
MORE ABOUT YOU...
82. Color of your Hair?:Dark brown
83. Have Tattoos?:Want one
84. Have Piercings?:Ears
85. Have A boyfriend/girlfriend?:Flying solo at moment
86. Own A Webcam?:Nope
87. Own A Thong?:Maybe
88. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?:Sometimes
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?:Nope
90. Habla espanol?:More than Dutch...
91. Quack?: Totally
HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU…
92. Stolen Anything?:A chocolate bar... I'm so weak
93. Smoke?:No
94. Schizophrenic?:Nah
95. Obsessive?:Yeah
96. Compulsive?:Nope
97. Obsessive-compulsive?:Nah
98. Panic?:Yup
99. Anxiety?:Nope
100. Depressed?:Not anymore

Seven Deadly Sins Survey

Wrath

Who did you last get angry with?My mom
What is your weapon of choice?NUMBCHUCKS!!!
Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?Not so much that it would hurt...
How about the same sex?Only if they deserved it.
Who was the last person who got really angry at you?My boss.. and it wasn't even my fault.
What is your pet peeve?Self Flushing Toilets
Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?Depends on the person they are against.

Sloth

What is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't?Brush my Teeth...
What is the latest you've ever woken up?3:30 ish
Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?Mehgan
What is the last lame excuse that you made?I don't know...
Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?Yes
How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning?Umm... my mom is my alarm

Gluttony

What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?I'll get back to you...
Are you a meat eater?Yup!
What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?2 coolers
Are you comfortable with your drinking and eating habits?Nope
Do you enjoy candy and sweets?Yup
Which do you prefer: sweets, salty foods or spicy foods?Sweet
Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "lunch"?No... but I'm sure I will now.

Greed

How many credit cards do you own?None
If you had a million dollars, what would you do with it?Give some away, save some and spend the rest.
Would you rather be rich or famous?Rich
Would you accept a boring job if it meant that you would make megabucks?I might

Pride

What's one thing that you have done that you're most proud of?Win District Speech Contest
What's one thing you have done that your parents are most proud of?Nothing
What thing would you like to accomplish late in your life?No clue
Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?Yes
Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?Nope
Have you ever cheated to get a better score?Yup
What did you do today that you're proud of?I woke up

Lust

How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies, family, strippers, locker rooms)?5
How many people have seen you naked (not counting physicians, doctors, family, locker rooms, or when you were a young child)?4
Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a person of your chosen sex during a normal conversation?Yup
What is your favorite body part of a person of your gender choice?Nose
Have you ever had sexual encounters (including kissing/making out) with multiple persons?Maybe...
Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?Maybe...

Envy

What item of your friends would you most want to have for your own?Their money.
Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?...
If you could be anyone who existed in the world, who would you be?Anyone but me.
Have you ever been cheated on?Not that I know of.
Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?Yeah
What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?...

What deadly sin...

Do you do the most often?Gluttony
Do you do the least often?Pride
Is your favorite to act on?Lust